Life is a mystery
you'll never know what tomorrow brings...
Lyna Lange Lagginald
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ex-peircean
Singapore Polytechnic
Chemical Process Technology
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
I realise im always lying to myself.like REALLY.
i've always thought i had friends.
well i do have friends but if you get what i mean......
but when it all comes down to me i realise im all alone.
and its not anyone elses fault but MINE.
cos i dont share my stuff with anyone.
not because i dont want to but i really dont know how to.
and i dont wish to dampen ppls mood with my so called 'STORY'
Problems aside.
sometimes or rather most of the time its my thoughts and the way i look at things.
and the worst part is I will somehow come to a conclusion on my own.
and at the end of the day.
MOOD= SAD.
thats why i say I hate that i think the way i do.
and to make it all worse some cheesy song will be playing on my phone or the radio.
sigh.
I told myself not to be like this a zillion time atleast.
But its not working.
It all comes back to square one again.
I wonder how im gonna survive with such a pessimistic mind.
Dont know who can help also!