Life is a mystery
you'll never know what tomorrow brings...
Lyna Lange Lagginald
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ex-peircean
Singapore Polytechnic
Chemical Process Technology
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Friday, November 16, 2007
HOLLA people!Im finally back for a proper post.
HAHA ;)
okay anyway the whole week was soooo TAXING.
seriously.
Had quizzes like EVERDAY la.
omg.
damn the teachers for squeezing all the quizzes in the same week.
Im so gonna fail my quizzes.
F.R.E.A.K.I.N.G tired la.
my brain feels like its clogged up.
oh my!
actually i feel quite down when i think of my performance in school.
really feel like ive grown to be stupid-der!
I dont used to be like this before.
used to be very hardworking.
Had the drive in me to do well.
and i was doing well.
but in poly.
ive become so lazy.
lost all determination to do well.
though there are a million reasons to why i must do well.
i dont knw whats happening to me.
and i knw that ultimately its all up to me whether my future is gonna be bright.
and i knw i have to do something about my poor attitude.
sigh...
where is my drive?
where is my determination to do well?
Gotta do something..
I HAVE TO.
sigh..
ps: why do i feel like im losing control?
I feel so much but yet its hard to say nor show.why??