Life is a mystery
you'll never know what tomorrow brings...
Lyna Lange Lagginald
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ex-peircean
Singapore Polytechnic
Chemical Process Technology
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The L Word
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Hello ppl.Spend a few days thinking of many things.
and for now studies and family will be my first priority.
If i dont study i will be doomed for sure.
And seriously i cant wait for this year to be over.
but many things are gonna happened before it ends.
Christmas is coming up but im not feeling excited.
I dont knw why.
Many things to do, be it in school or family stuff.
ALOT!
Nowadays life has been getting pretty dull.
so maybe ill blog lesser since theres nothing much to share.
The only thing tt makes me high currrently is DRAMA.
But i believe when production really really starts its gonna be serious work already.
so for now, i better get started with my work.
ciaos!
ps: I must have been freaking foolish to think tt it was YOU.
Tell me what would you do when it all falls apart?
Friday, November 23, 2007
This week was quite bad for me.especially the start of the week.
Was very moody.
Was feeling quite disturbed actually.
I wanna apologise to my clique of girls in school for dampening the mood.
Im sorry.
It was not on purpose.
real sorry for getting agitated so easily.
so not me!
and i tried to find my old self back again.
i think i did.
ps: When smiling, laughing and staying happy and cheerful becomes a chore...
im plain TIRED.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Sometimes i wish i cant see certain things.and even if i could see i wish i couldnt understand what is going on.
How i wish...
it simply hurts.
ps:How this world can turn so cold..
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Failed like two tests already.EXCEL and CPPB.
next expected module to fail: Enginneering maths.
OH MY.
Results aside.
today we had the second drama meeting.
storyline is confirmed.
PHEWWW...
finally.
shall start working on the lines next mtg.
and im just not feeling too right these days.
just not the right feeling.
I guess its due to my performance in school.
No one has given up on me till this day.
And i know i must not give up on myself.
Its not like im failing after studying so much for the papers.
Im not putting in enough effort thus this kinda results.
I know it.
i know it.
i know it.
but im such a freaking WHATEVER that doesnt want to do anything about it.
argghhh....
WAKE UP LYNA!!!
WAKE UP!
ps: I stand still as the earth moves around me.
Procrastination is running in circles around me.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know WHO is falling in love with y our smile.i thought id share this from a msg i received..
Friday, November 16, 2007
HOLLA people!Im finally back for a proper post.
HAHA ;)
okay anyway the whole week was soooo TAXING.
seriously.
Had quizzes like EVERDAY la.
omg.
damn the teachers for squeezing all the quizzes in the same week.
Im so gonna fail my quizzes.
F.R.E.A.K.I.N.G tired la.
my brain feels like its clogged up.
oh my!
actually i feel quite down when i think of my performance in school.
really feel like ive grown to be stupid-der!
I dont used to be like this before.
used to be very hardworking.
Had the drive in me to do well.
and i was doing well.
but in poly.
ive become so lazy.
lost all determination to do well.
though there are a million reasons to why i must do well.
i dont knw whats happening to me.
and i knw that ultimately its all up to me whether my future is gonna be bright.
and i knw i have to do something about my poor attitude.
sigh...
where is my drive?
where is my determination to do well?
Gotta do something..
I HAVE TO.
sigh..
ps: why do i feel like im losing control?
I feel so much but yet its hard to say nor show.why??
Monday, November 12, 2007
tired.so many quizzes this week.
just came back after drama meeting.
just KILL ME!
and im so freaking dead.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
I AM SOOOO FREAKING TIRED.PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY.
REEEAAALLLLYYY!!
WHOLE BODY IS ACHING NOW.
HELP ME!
and oh ya GOODNIGHT!
CIAOS!
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
I came here to post but ended up staring at my laptop for minutes.but that doesnt mean i got nothing to write about just that im feeling pretty much disorganised.
oh ya and todays' excel was CRAP for me.
50% gone just like that.
nvm i'll study hard for the next one.
i dont wanna repeat THIS module especially.
such a waste of time.
and lastly the way things are going.
I cant actually tell if im supposed to be HAPPY or SAD.
sigh...
Does HAPPY times always mark the starting of a new saddening period?
I GUESS SO.
thats how it is for me ATLEAST.
When i first decided to use this song for my blog.
i kinda didnt have a feel to it.
because the lyrics just didnt mean a thing to me at THAT time.
but now it does..
Cause what we had was built on lies.
Monday, November 05, 2007
Im starting to dread school so badly now.Though e-learning sucks but still school is worst off.
I always believed that its not good to feel hatred.
But now its creeping into me.
This is not GOOD.
I hate you for what you've done and not done and for what youre doing.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Oh wells, e-learning kinda sucks.But im almost done.
left with CPPB and the major one FORMAL REPORT!
Yet to start with these two.
Besides that im feeling kinda detached from I DONT KNOW WHAT.
like seriously, the feeling just isnt right.
I keep on having this feeling like something wrong is happening or going to happen somwhere to someone i know.
you knw that kinda insecure feeling.
yeah i hate to feel like this.
and best of all i cant help it AT ALL.
and just when things dont seem so fine ppl have to spoil my freaking day!
ARGGHHH!
ps:I went past THAT place today.
and it reminded me of the past.
I miss you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much.
I couldnt help it so i had to shed a tear.
I miss you,I really do.